When I am isn’t enough.

I thoroughly understand his meaning, yet need to say that sometimes just being me does not surfice because sometimes in my bipolar mind I have no reference for who ‘I am’, I attempt to teach myself that this, too is Being.

Being in a Cloud of unknowing is also essence, being, it is a different me, yet still I am, I am.

And this creeps into holy unspeakable realms. Realms where bushes burn and I must put off my shoes…..for am I becoming God when I utter I am?

During our journey from someone to me we go beyond to dwell in the great IAM. YHWH the unspoken One.

I have no need to speak anymore,