Could you would you?

If you had to be sure –
Could you?
If you had to be certain –
Would you?
If you had to worship the one you loved –
The one you wanted to spend the rest of your life with –
The one you desired to create with, sit with, run with, laugh with –
If you had to be certain this was the one –
Before you did …
Could you?
Would you?

I was married to God like that a long time back
Vows were said and there was no looking back
But neither was there much looking forwards
Neither was there was much going forwards
It was all done and dusted all saved and okay
It was what happened and would’ve to this day
Seems once you are saved it is for life
Even if you divorce you are saved for life

It’s a long time since I thought all that
It’s a long time since I considered me wed
It’s a long time of questioning and doubting
A long-time of separating and getting back together

If you had to be sure –
Could you?
If you had to be certain –
Would you?
If you had to be certain this was the one –
Before you did …
Could you?
Would you?

Isn’t real

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